Torn

I want to blog about something nice, but right now I'm frustrated with my position at work & frustrated that I dont know how to fix it.  Every problem has a solution right?  Well I can't think of the solution to this one & I dont like to sit around & not doing anything about it.  I need to be making more money to support the life that I am living.  I am paying for my necessities now, but know I could be doing better/making more/providing more to my life.  I'm not talking alot, but I would be able to pay a $300 doctor bill without checking which week it is so I know if I have enough money. 

I feel like my life has good direction for the future & finances, but all those bases are not in place currently.  & I can't speed up that situation either. 

I feel like I'm doing what I can, but what I can isn't cutting it.  Solution: come my way PLEASE.  I'm trying to stay positive here! I'll work my butt off - I promise.

(Yes that was me talking to the hypothetical solution I want to come my way - perhaps this position has really made me lose it? or its close to 4 & I need to peace out immediately.....or both.)

XOXO,

KG

Sorry for no pretty pictures!